Friday, February 13, 2009 / 8:56:00 PM
i feel sick.disgusted.irritated. ARGH! y is life lyk tt? i think right now. i can only sit in the back of the class n cont. dying. i feel dead. ytd nite was horrible. happily using the comp n guess wat. i had to see a tail. of a lizard! ~.~ *faints* i was lyk GOSHHHHH! thn i ran to grab my bro. he was lyk went behind the tv le la. n i was super afraid. din even dare to go near the comp. thn whn my dad came back. i told him to catch the lizard behind the comp. he was lyk"dunhav la". thn i went to help him find.i look behind thn immediately i see the disturbing creature. thn i started screaming. thn whn my dad tried to catch it. it escaped. n i almost cried bcoz i was really frightened NT BCOZ the lizard escape.thn my dad say wat "the lizard so small, u so big oso scared of it. aiyo." -.- wattt. its phobia k. nt a matter of big or small.
thn today was worse. the lessons made me feel lyk jumping down frm the 18th lvl. i bet it will feel shiok. uwahhh. this is to hard to bear. i mean lyk the last lesson was horrible. the teacher makes me feel lyk boxing her. superrr qian bian. walao! i juz cant stand it. i think meeting her ardy decided my fate wif this subject. FAIL! wow. thx ah. now i hav to b all independent. this is horrible!!!!!!!!! i feel lyk crying. i think this all shd end soon. i shd nt hav taken this subj. totally. but i love this subj! such a dilemma >< i love this subj but this teacher is gonna spoil it all for me this yr. WOW. n btw. i wore sandals to sch today. n soo many ppl ask me bout it. ITS COZ OF MY TOE LA. NAIL INGROW LA. super pissed off can. irritates me totally.
n OM is a disaster. aft the briefing. i realised how much we r actually lacking behind of the other grps. n another person frm my class oso do om. thn whn my grp was discussing bout the om outside the class. she was looking at us lyk "wat r u all doing? i wan to noe". i feel super pissed off. i totally stared at her n she stared back. WOW! n i told sheryl bout this n sheryl was lyk since we in same division n prob. we will b competing against each other. obviously will hav some competitive feelings or sort. wat the! HELLO! this isnt a gd reason for someone to always look at me wif tt sickening look can. PISSED!
wah. looking back at my post. im really super angry. sry if i offended anyone but ya. im super pissed off. mayb a bit excited oso. since yoga's 签唱会 is lyk in 2 days time!! haha. <333s
